I understand what you’re going through but I will also help you to recognize when you are sabotaging yourself. Sabotage often happens just below the level of consciousness. Often we only recognize it when it happened. Too late to prevent it happening…
I will help you recognize sabotaging behavior and thoughts. Don’t you also think some of them really sound sane? But we both know they’re not. This way you can become more conscious of your habits, your feelings and thought patterns and your yearning to be authentic.
Know that I do not provide a “do this and you’ll lose 25 lbs.” solution. The mentoring I offer goes deeper and will give you the chance to grow as a person and get rid of what no longer fits you. Excess weight is only one thing.
What I know is that you have dreams and a strong desire to fulfill those dreams. If you weight is part of the low-vibe story you tell yourself why you can’t fulfill that destiny then you have a responsibility towards yourself.