Why do you binge? (the binge eating cycle)

binge cycle

Why do you binge? Why can’t you stop eating? No, do not look at me, as if you’ll think I’m going to give you the answer. The answer is in you!

Before you read on, read The difference between binge eating and emotional eating, so we are on the same page about the precise definitions.

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What and why of binge eating

For years, I hoped to find out WHAT I should eat to lose weight. I did not understand yet, that this quest only made things worse. I hoped for a simple answer, like “broccoli.” But I always received difficult ones like “work on your stress levels besides eating broccoli.” I hated those demanding answers and chose to keep on struggling.

But when I slowly, but surely redirected my focus toward WHY I eat, I saw I had to focus on different things than food. I needed to become very honest about everything in my life. Looking back, I understand what was going on, but when you are in the middle of it, you can’t.

Cycle upon cycle

If you are a regular binge-eater, you know that many binge eating attacks stem from chaos to which you reply with chaos. Something happens that triggers your emotions, and you respond to those triggers by eating uncontrollably.

Food is patient and always there. But when the stress comes down, and you feel a bit better, your inner critic starts to play up. This situation leads to another stress cycle, and gradually you end up in a vicious circle that stems from automatic behavior. You eat without even knowing why you eat. That can continue for so long that you forget the original reason why. That is why it is why so many men and women shrug their shoulders when I ask them: Why do you have binge eating? They don’t know (anymore).

Calling for attention

When you feel the urge to binge eat, your soul asks for attention. It is a sign that something is out of alignment. What is needed is that you need to become more present to understand when things go out of alignment. Secondly, the urge to eat is also an invitation to be curious about what is going on. Let’s not dive into the food right away, but try to build in a pause to be interested in what wants to be seen, heard, or felt – something that does not get that attention now.

Since I love journaling, here are some questions you can work with:

  • Which feeling is so overwhelming that you can not put it into words (yet)? Is it sadness, anger, depression, loneliness, or something else?
  • In which life area do you feel you have no control?
  • Where in your body do you feel that emotion connected to this situation?
  • What is your body trying to tell you?
  • What are you telling your body with these eating habits?
  • What would be a better message to your body?
  • What is your deepest desire, which you have not yet fulfilled?
  • Is this desire in any way connected to how you handle your food?

Usually, I’d say that there are no wrong answers to these questions, but actually, there is. Binge eating because you refuse to answer these questions is the wrong answer. Eating will even deny what you feel and will only cause you to eat more. By not taking half an hour of a somewhat painful reality check, will give your body the feeling that it does not matter. In the end, it will stop giving you signals, and turn against you.

The real problem

You know, your eating habits, nor your weight, are the problem you need to deal with. You’d say that it is, but in reality, it is not. They are only a sign that you are dealing with a different, more significant problem that is hidden underneath. There is a problem below the problem of overeating. What are you covering up with overeating – refusing to look at? As long as you do that, your recovery of binge eating will be more difficult. It is also why losing sustainable weight loss is so tricky. Because of this, I use tarot cards to uncover these issues.

Causes of binge eating

But when you focus on the issue below your binge eating, you may find one or more causes of binge eating, that we can divide into three broad groups:

Malnutrition

If you have been on a diet for a long time, you have been eating less than your body needs for a long time. Eating chronically and structurally less food for months or even years, also means that you may have a chronic and structural shortage of proper nutrients. Did you know that 1200 kcal is the bare minimum of energy with which you can even get the bare minimum of nutrients in a day? So many women eat this or even less than this.

If you restrict for a long time, your body will be screaming for nutrients. Your body is smarter than you will think, and it will make sure it gets what it needs to survive. Besides that, your thyroid can turn down its productivity with a lot of damage as a result. Your body calls it survival, and we call it an annoying binge. To solve this, you need to eat at least 1500 kcals a day. Eat a minimum of a pound of vegetables (preferably a pound an half) and two pieces of fruit. Also, make sure you eat enough protein. Choose 2/3 of your protein needs from plant-based sources and the rest animal-based. Also, choose small amounts of complex carbohydrates and healthy fats. People, let’s stop cutting out healthy foods.

Lack of stress release

If you look at the illustration of the eating cycle below, you will see which role stress plays in the eating cycle. It starts and ends with stress. Stress, in whatever form, lies at the root of every binge, whether it is physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual stress. That is because, when you feel at home in your body, you will probably have no binge issues.

binge cycle

Personally, when I have a binge attack, there is always some form of exhaustion. Based on my more deep-seated beliefs, I find it hard to take a break, let alone taking a whole day off. For me, the solution lies in relaxation. That is why I have implemented several small energy assessments divide in the day. Besides that, I need to follow the no sugar and no flour line rather strictly, be authentic about my emotions and go to bed early. Another aspect to keep in mind is that I can’t work in the evening.

Lack of control or perfectionism

Besides that, as a recovering perfectionist, I also need to decide when what I create is good enough. I have noticed how I am not alone in this. Many binge eaters are perfectionists as well. To be perfect and to deliver an ideal job, asks for a lot of checks. This challenge is a real job, which often is no fun at all.

Do not let your perfectionism fool you. Sure, it may not be easy, but all that control makes you so anxious! After that, all you want is food. Understanding how stress works helps you to understand that you need to break through it. But that’s what life is. Growth requires a form of pain. Without it, you would have no reason to change. Whatever you struggle with, food is not going to solve any of it. You will not feel less shame or guilt, nor will it solve the confusion. Food does not connect you to what you are craving. Try it next time and see that it doesn’t work.

How to break through this to stop binge eating

In the end, you need to show and speak out about what you need. You don’t have to do that angrily. Just say it neutrally and concisely. It is a start to breaking the binge cycle.

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